Put down your retribution

This is it

My dream

Consisted of being at a movie premiere with Daniel Day-Lewis, him hitting on me and then me touching his penis. Um, Thankyou brain? Hahahahaha.

Bewbs

My breasts are so much smaller now, I use to have DD’s but now they’re probably a B cup maybe. Although most people love ‘big boobs’ I actually really am happy with the way my body’s changing, my smaller breasts actually make me happy, and a little more confident about them, I feel perky and fresh and just, tiny. I like feeling tiny. Tiny tiny tiny.

Space trash

Cuddles, independent film, bakery food, popcorn, beers

The first time

In a long long time my life doesn’t feel…..messy. Everything is seeming to find its right place, work, money, friendships, love, and the only thing left is my health, which is slowly improving. Nostalgia no longer flicks it’s forked tongue at the back of my mind, I am actually, happy and it feels, really, really good.

Gaaaaahhhhhhhh

I just want you to wake up but I don’t want to wake you up, let’s go out on an adventure.

I

Had a really good night I got to see Brooke and Natalie and sharn and all my friends an I got so silly and liked my outfit and now it’s 9:30 am and nats asleep so I’m awake and I want to go to the beach and swim. I also sorted out some much needed talking with some people and it felt good to talk face to face and I care but I also really don’t care idk what is my life even.

Now they’re turning us into monsters, turning us into fire.

Today

I am going to dye my hair and pamper myself, then tomorrow night I will go party and get drunk. Weekends keep burning a hole in my pocket but yay weekends.